join lost and bates motel executive producer carlton cuse as they piece through the oppressive press of fandom, new england hippies, complexity in filmmaking, the insanity of rowers, cauterizing wounds, what makes a script good, being a creative decathlete, existential mysteries, and cannibalizing your life for tv. plus carlton takes a leap — literally, then creatively. both hurt at first, but turn out spectacularly in the end. girl on guy needs you to push the button. this episode brought to you in part by amazon. visit girlonguy.net to shop amazon and support the show, to preorder "self-inflicted wounds", to donate, and all your podcast needs.